New vow: from now on I will curse only on the page, never in person. So
Tell me what you want to hear. I mean it. I'm tired of making this shit
up. The experimenting process is a phase I'd just rather skip at this
stage of the game. Themes include adulthood, exposure and mortgages.
Wtf. When did I grow up? Just yesterday I was a kid with a head full of
dreams. Somehow, mostly by the grace of Goddess, I found my way into the job of my dreams – a world were I could create constantly, touch people
deeply and have a ball doing it.
Then the reality of being a sex worker hit. No I'm not a prostitute. I
do not offer any direct extras, sexual contact, oral, hand, machine. You
name it, I don't do it. Doesn't make a damn difference to the psychos.
And there's a lot of you out there. You all call me Mistress and treat
me like a whore. Stop. You're missing it. Misogynist.
I've come out several times in my life now. First as queer, then as
kinky, then as a Pro Domme. Now I'm coming out again, this time about
being a person who has experienced sexual and physical assault,
stalking, verbal and emotional humiliation at the hands of lovers and
family. I've never once been stranger raped or beat by someone I didn't
say “I love you” to on a regular basis too. I've always said, if you can
make it through the first chapter of the story, you deserve the happy
Who I am and what I have experienced doesn't make me a Domme or any more or less special than the rest of the planet. Destiny is what makes me a
Domme. I'm the one who chose the rough patches. I was taught the high
road is difficult but it's the only road. Then I went and occasionally
mistook turmoil for rough terrain. There's a difference between a storm
outside your window, and the nightmare in your bed. Now I try to choose
the storm. I like to reside in the eye and sleep peacefully at night.
I don't know what it's like for the rest of the world, but when I look
around it's difficult to find anyone at all who hasn't experienced some
kind of abuse. So stop blaming what you do or don't fucking do on what
did or did not happen. I hate winers. I'm an emotionally domineering
strict refined particular old guard D/s Mistress who has had it with the
bullshit in this business. I'm doing what every specialized sought after
professional does during a economic crisis – I'm raising my standards
and my rates. Announcing the new space. Details to follow.
So what I as a professional seek at this time is a subject who will set
aside some time, save some money and make it special. In the meantime
you should know better than to use sexual, explicit, personal or D/s
language outside of a scene. Unless you're 24/7 lifestyle and wear my
collar, just call me Miss Vee. Calling me anything else is a privilege
that can only be earned, not bought. Otherwise during the spontaneous
script that is O/ur scene you will have the chance to say whatever you
need to say and I will say whatever I like, most likely whatever will
get you to obey the fastest.
I'm not your girlfriend. Any time you spend with me will require a
deposit. I'm not here to be friends with the World, I'm here to build
the best stable that has ever been and I'm only interested in men of
that level of service and devotion. Otherwise, I have something better
and easier to go do. Training human beings is hard fucking work. And I